a: My life is unstable.
A: Stop it. Be stable.
a: My life is taboo.
A: Stop it. Be normal.
a: My life is unhappy.
A: Stop it. Be happy.
a: My life is something unacceptable to you.
A: Bc you never listen when I say what to do.
a: My life was unstable.
A: You made bad decisions.
a: My life was taboo.
A: I don't approve, that's not you.
a: My life was unhappy.
A: And whose fault was that?
a: My life was something unacceptable to you.
A: Bc you didn't listen when I said what to do.
a: How was your flight?
A: Didn't sleep all night.
a: Won't you miss work?
A: Wouldn't miss this for the world.
a: Are you ready?
A: Always have been.
a: This is ₐ
A: . . .
ₐ: ... *eh*
a: What do you think?
A: Can't think.
a: Any words?
A: No words.
a: Isn't she beautiful.
A: Too beautiful.
ₐ: ... *eh* 🍼
a: Want to hold her?
A: Oh wow ok um I'm afraid.
a: Why?
A: I don't know how.
a: Didn't you do this yourself?
A: Oh right. That was different. It was you.
a: Are you crying?
A: I'm not crying, you're crying.
a: A?
A: Yes a?
a: My life was unstable.
A: Haha wow, mine was too.
a: My life was taboo.
A: So was mine. Especially after I had you.
a: My life was unhappy.
A: Who isn't unhappy at times?
a: My life, still today, is unacceptable to you.
A: There's nothing I wouldn't accept about you
a: That can't be true.
A: Why not? I'm you.
a: I smoked weed one time.
A: Hah, I did mushrooms. LSD too.
a: I drove drunk.
A: Same. Got arrested. DUI. Blew a BAC of .22
a: Jesus Christ.
A: It was the 80s.
a: Got an abortion.
A: Got two and a miscarriage before I had you.
a: There's things I'll never tell you.
A: Hah, million things my parents never knew.
a: No you don't understand.
A: That's ok. I don't need to.
a: You would hate me if you knew.
A: Do you hate yourself too?
a: No.
A: Then why would I?
a: It would make you unhappy.
A: You happy?
a: So happy.
A: You sure?
a: So sure.
A: Are you safe?
a: So safe.
A: You retarded?
a: What?
A: Hey retard.
a: Why retard?
A: I'm happy for you.
(Narrator: In the kitchen, around midnight.)
a: Ok fuck it I'm sorry sit down here's a drink.
A: Already drunk, pour some more.
a: I have to tell you.
A: Then tell me.
a: Shut up, let me think.
(Narrator: a shows A some pictures.)
A: Proud of you.
a: You don't hate me?
A: You're doing so much better than I ever did with you.
a: Love you A.
A: Love you a.
ₐ: ... ₐₐₐₐₐaaaaAAA
a & A: awww... Love you too.
(Narrator: ₐ & a & A fall asleep, knowing they couldn't possibly have more.)